I Threw the Warthog Away

Materialized by Mary Lou Buschi on Thursday, March 20th 2025.

She found it in the trash next to a table covered with cards. “You are so mean,” she said. It was a grey, plastic, game piece. Her clutter, too much. I’d be sifting through it soon. “Three months,” she said. The dark purple bruises signs of internal bleeding. Chemo still coursing through her. Vials of medicine packed away. She lifted the hog out of trash and placed it back on her table. She never returned to that apartment. Died next to me on a pullout couch.

On my desk, the warthog stands far from a grassland or its wild family.

Mary Lou Buschi (she/her) has 3 full length poetry collections. Her 3rd book, BLUE PHYSICS, 2024 (Lily Poetry Review) was a finalist for Contemporary Poetry in The International Book Awards. Her second book, PADDOCK, 2021 (LPR) was nominated for The Four Quartets Prize through The Poetry Society of America. Her poems have appeared in many literary journals such as Ploughshares, Glacier, Willow Springs, The Laurel Review and Jet Fuel Review. Mary Lou is a graduate of the MFA Program for Writers at Warren Wilson College. She also holds a Master of Science in Urban Education from Mercy College. She is a special education teacher in the Bronx.